|nsIders Ta|e-||
I ain’t deaf Bitch. I am just ignoring you: \
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Continuing with the low-high spirit of mine! Low coz I have mellowed down in comparison to the normal tempo of a man’s spirit, high as I know I’m enough for Me, least for now.
I have always taken almost everything in the name of ‘TRUTH’, ironical eh! I realize now, how 99% of those so-called truth intakes were actually pills wrapped in sweet voices making sure they had their way-coming from the other mortals, once my friends!
Reasons-well, you still think everything in this damn world is logical?!
The other celestial beings-maybe aliens or saviors-I don’t talk about, I make no claims on there being or not being but I am sure they aren’t concerned.
The one percent of the real truth was raw and rude which then, I refused to admit or even think about. Lies or truths, I don’t hold any grudges for this is one fucking fact that they made me what I am. I don’t promise to be DIFFERENT but at least I know I am no ordinary!
I look back and I see I used to be different because I was just like everyone around. Making efforts, trying to know people, lying for friends and lying with friends but I’ve changed. Period! I don’t mind anymore and people don’t matter! Contradictory to the fact that I still live in a society which anyways, I don’t wish to interact with.
I try to live with myself, for now!
I have friends! Yeah, and I can count them on my fingers or name them in a single breath. They know me, maybe! I no more make claims- not for the fear of getting disappointed but for the thought of troubling them with burden of doing so. Neither do I feel insecure amongst strange faces nor between acquaintances like before. I don’t expect them to know me, I don’t want them to!!! Those who have been along instead of my strange ways, I seriously admire your guts but thank you I may not, for it was and would always be your and your prerogative alone. I confess I feel lighter even when I sound hollow or eccentric! Take your call, if you have a choice!
And to those of you who want to tell me ‘everything is fine’; I guess you don’t know what the fuck is going on and well, neither I plan to break into your world of delusions. EnJoY!
Finally, I don’t have to make an effort to put forward the side of me which repulses ‘people’, it comes naturally now! I am bored with people who try to label every shit, every damn emotion, and every other thing, for once try taking things as they are without prior judgments of like what they should be.
I still admire a few-maybe coz they are sitting miles away from me or for they are ‘really’ worth admiring! But seems like I won’t ever be too much impressed!
To the world-yes, you gave me enough chances-eh, I still IGNORE! 
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Without past and future, I live the present with ME!
*** I still live in a society which anyways, I don’t wish to interact with.
@ lash….
too much venom…
i like dat…u remind me of me
**I have friends! Yeah, and I can count them on my fingers or name them in a single breath. They know me, maybe!
this is exactly wat i was sayin…ME!!!!
@ Mayz…
venom-oh! how i love snakesss
between I remind myself of ME alone!!!
Thts all i cn give, if at all it makes a difference !!
@ listener..
grlie,
it does…like always!
well ure best pals with urself… what can i say
dho dala!!
phew!
I wish.. to be in the nice list of yurs
at least i can wish for that
life is such .. people who dnt SIN.. r SINNERs .. and who do… r ANGELS…
life is such my friend..
i can proudly say.. that i ve never been able to understand MYSELF… and i dnt try knwing anyne..not even u!
there is a likness quotient.. an admiring pulse.. thats there smewhere… and thats what sticks me to yur blog.. thats it … and thats enuf i guess
jeezz.. u r talking abt u.. and i m talking abt me… but I m supposed to talk abt u… but well comments r such sweetheart… comments r such
@ vands…
EXACTLY…
@ Gunj…
babeh, DHO DALA
chinta naat 
@Veens…
if u can take my word-U ARE even though i dont know much abt u but what i know makes u in…
***Life is such .. people who dnt SIN.. r SINNERs .. and who do… r ANGELS…
I just had a shot of it grl…fakers dnt ever get recognised…
U can talk about U–thats why i say ‘cONFESS HERE’
@ sinner
dunno about " this" post being the best one till now
BUTTTTT
best song ever on this blog
<3 korn
<3 nazzu
LOL
@ gunj
PPPPPPP
u still look so cute
LOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
@ amitoj…
yea yea I love kornnn…
and i know Gunj is cutee…
jii…
woopsie…bad hair day i gues…but i guess tomorrow wud b better
cheers!!
I have stopped counting friends on my fingers cozI have more fingers.
If you write things like these ppl mostly give sermons .. heh
been there got many .. so now I vent in my poetrics ..
nice to see you.. haven’t got any yet ..
that aside I like the way you write.. keep at it . .whatever you like and tc
@ Mav…
tmrws are always better or worse…
@ Aria..
there are people who can nytime serve u wth doses of their ‘Gyan’ but i tell u grl-they are NO BETTER. Fakers rather!
thnx, u take care as well!
At your statement above my comment..*tomorrow’s are always better or worse.
i think we make our tomorrow..tis like,fill an empty page with the same scribbling,or with a neat stuff..
your choice..!!
brighten up..
and take care,sweety.
The best read till date… and the simplest as well
Could not have been more frank in terms of expressions…
Awesome song… korn rocks!!!
tat was sooooooooooo deep. life is such mate, sometimes low n sometimes high ;(
@ crystal…
i’ll keep that for next tym…
@ i walk alone…
yeah, it rocks!!!
Hugggzzzzzzzzz!!
Sorry have nothin more to say..cuz words don’t help. I know.
@ mez…
words were all i was given; words are all I have…
hugs
Its good to spew some venom every now n then, than pretend as if we r all rosy and pretty all the time. I like ur style Sinner! Ur real.
Keshi.
someone’s feeling feisty! good good…agree ‘ekdum’ completely with Keshi here.
as for your style, i gotta say, you got what it takes woman!
…see the humor in it all! there's lots of reasons & ways to do so…
**rolling my eyes as i can imagine you adding me to that ‘Fakers’ list of free and phaaltoo gyan givers…
@ Keshi…
Thnx Keshi but ‘Pretensions’???
Somehow I feel you don’t go by pretensions too, do you?
@ Nachi…
***you got what it takes woman!
errrr! what did that mean??? :O
***rolling my eyes as i can imagine you adding me to that ‘Fakers’ list of free and phaaltoo gyan givers…
Maybe! but that list only includes people after I know them too well, even why they do what they do! So, u aint in, naah naah!
The ammunition is too strong.Fakers,pretenders,,etc etc..well thats we !
Tc
CU
**Somehow I feel you don’t go by pretensions too, do you?
I try not to, as much as I can
Im so done with being Polite hehehe…
Keshi.
hey..came across your blog.
Looked like your post was a result of another bitter experience…writing is a good way of venting out!
I too do that often..better than going on a shopping spree or eating ice cream!
@ compassion…
no doubts abt that!
@ Keshi..
@ Zombie…
umm, no! guess this sums all of them up!
Live the present, forget the past and never thing of the future. Love the spirit, gal
i donno what should i say……………………
…well
fr myself i can only say tht m living …
so tht one day. will follow my heart…n achieve what i really wanna achieve….
n i’ll care bout nothtin tht day…no friends no society,,,,bt only me….
since tht day …i hve to liv in this world ….dreaming n dreaming n dreaming…. .
ivy poison.. but tatz the way to hiss and kiss through life
teh lows make us know what highs really mean and the highs make us know we are lucky sometimes!
i still admire a few-maybe coz they are sitting miles away from me or for they are ‘really’ worth admiring!
sometimes it is like the more u knw a person , de less der is to admire or is it alwz so ..
i donno ..
& abt the wordld..i have no clue hw it is dat ppl are wot dey r, for crissake aint it impossible to fake concern 4 de world & continue wit de act..
i hav been called a martian , alien & wot not..but srsly dey are out of place n my world, dey r not strangers to me , but non existent. & m tired of faking..