One of my turns

There are no rains and the wait seems to get longer. The screams just escape now, into the dry air and autumn seems far away. Dreams, were they? Where in a land, it rained without a reason? Without a question?

I miss my coffee, books along with it. I miss the cocoon which I’d around me which made me feel safe. I miss the comfort of a knitted quilt and the white noise of the loud blaring TV even when none was giving it an ear. One can just talk to it endlessly. I miss the window from where I saw the world, outside, the rains, the storms, the hills and its natives.

I miss the warm hugs, the concerned scolds, the tantrums I threw, the look that I got for missing food, I miss the nights when I slept and slept without a worry.

I miss-Me. I miss-Life… I miss life in me or maybe I miss me in life…

16 Responses to “One of my turns”

  1. blunt edges says:

    “I miss-Me. I miss-Life… I miss life in me or maybe I miss me in life…”

    been thru dat…stayin far from ur luved ones does change life a lot na…sigh!

  2. Swati Chandok Sharma says:

    Ghar Chali jaa na,,,,,sunti toh hai nahi,,,,,

  3. Gypsy says:

    @ Blunt edges

    yep… sigh! :(

    @ Di…

    hmmm…

  4. Aria says:

    Had been through that once when I was in a boarding school (for a short-time though) That aside its beautifully written .. made me nostalgic for winters and hills..

  5. Swetha says:

    wooo hoo!!
    i hopped in here through twitter..!

    liked ur blog, especially the way u write! kewl..
    blogrolling u! continue the spirit.. :)

    btw, loved the template! its so neat and pretty!

    abt the post, i’m experiencing the same here! i miss all those wonderful moments of my life tht i had when i was small! staying away from home makes us feel all this.. :( bt cheer up and smile! :)

    cheers

  6. Gypsy says:

    # Aria

    yeah…anyone away from home or loved ones can understand this. thanks Aria and welcome back to blogging…

    hope your discontinuing your hibernation…

    # Swetha

    Hey! Yeah, I was at your place but somehow couldn’t comment… :(

    anyways, thanks for hopping in…

    guess, we all miss the moments gone-by!

    As you said, Cheers! :)

  7. vicky says:

    there is a drought in rainville

    it’s not only the rains,,it’s the smell too

    hugs

    V

  8. Shruti says:

    aww.. missing home bad mm?

  9. Rebecca says:

    When I travel, after a week, I am more than ready to return home and when that plane lands in my city I feel such a sense of both euphoria and tranquility, if you can understand that. And that is only one week! So, I don’t know if your move is permanent, temporary, but I can certainly understand your desire to be back in that cocoon in which you find such comfort.

    So very nicely written, Neha, I most especially liked the last line….

  10. Gypsy says:

    # Vicky

    you are so right. Hope it gets over soon…

    TC

    #Shruti…

    yeah, kinda.

    # Rebecca…

    Yes, I can understand. I travel back to home after months, usually 2-3 and then I know, how I miss it, how i miss the town too…

    Thanks Rebecca…

  11. Reema Sahay says:

    Your words have a cosy, warm feeling to it.

  12. Gypsy says:

    # Thanks Reema!

  13. aniruddha says:

    Aaah nice misses :D sadly today is clear weather in mumbai :D
    I guess coffee will still work for you :)
    Hey why cant i track comments on your blog?

  14. Pritesh says:

    Nicely written..

    it subtly reflects the inner self of each soul away from the cozy confines of home !!! n what life makes us miss once we are in the wild world all alone….

    got your blog link through Ani’s blog.. nice read ! will blogroll u..

    cheers..

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