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Rushes

Finally, it fails me,

The lost echo of the last sound


A reverberation at the distance

A strung in the guitar, lost and found

Then it could happen, life waiting for me. And I could act silly and take a chance again. But my brevity lies in waiting, even if it gets longer and the silence is at times too much of a distraction.

I want a word, a sound, a sigh, a whisper…

P.S-Whenever Wildflower writes, I just know that I wanted to put words to the same things. But where I fail miserably, she does it with excellence.

The book thief…

“A tale of love, living, colors, friendship, survival told by death. A tale of words, stories and their power. A tale of a thief-a book thief. ”

That’s how I would surmise if you ask me what the Book thief is all about! I’m not reviewing it, particularly not in a manner which is conventional. But I’m mesmerized by the book. Completely!

But I’d like to tell you that it’s a must have. Written by Markus Zusak, I think it’s the best I have read after Manto’s Black Margins. The settings are of Nazi Germany and the story begins with the Liesel Merminger, a little girl being sent to foster parents.

She adapts to her new home, her new parents, the foul mouthed Rosa Hubermann, Liesel’s adoptive mother and Hans, her new father. To me, the three come together as a family never separated. Liesel journey continues with her nightmares, her bed wetting, the football with Rudy (her best friend) and a little stealing.

In a way, Liesel’s love of books can’t be described, it’s not because she knows how to spell the words or know them at all but because she picks up her first book from the grave of her dead brother. There is a bit of suspense until you discover that a Jew called Max Vandenburg visits their home for shelter in lieu of a promise made by Hans Hubermann during First World War. The family hides him.

The Second World War has already begun and gets closer to them and so does death, where Liesel miraculously escapes. I prefer not to reveal the end, for it’s much more than a simple escape from death for Liesel and for death.

The narrative is strong and grabs your attention. The first half may be a little slow but the peels reveal off just at the right time. I think it’s a book to be enjoyed, a book to be loved, and a book with some lovely insights, some thoughts that can’t just cross your mind until you read it. Its in all a new perspective.

“Trust me, though, the words were on their way, and when they arrived, Liesel would hold them in her hands like the clouds, and she would wring them out like rain.-the book thief”

Life’s silly…

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Priyanka ‘Dil ne kaisi harkat ki hai!!’

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Neha Chandok at 6:10am July 11

dil ne kesi harkat ki he, kya dil ne mohabbat ki he…
nazar aata chaand mein uska chehra, khuda ne yeh kya qyamat ki hei..

Priyanka at 6:12am July 11

lagta hai aap bhi is bimari ki mureed hain,tabhi aap bhi shayari kar rahi hain.. :P

Neha Chandok at 6:14am July 11

mureed nai priyanka hum is bimaari k karan ‘murde’ hone wale hein… :P

Priyanka at 6:18am July 11

hehhehehhe…Way to go :D

Neha Chandok at 6:22am July 11

:)

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(Background-I went to meet M after a gap of two-three months. She has lost a lot of extra baggage in one year and plans to continue with it…)

M-You have lost weight again…you look thin, not like how you were after returning from Delhi!

Me-hmm, okay. Thanks!

M-Have I gone fat?

Me-Is that relative?

M-No, but I feel its proportional in a way. Least, by appearance.

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One of my turns

There are no rains and the wait seems to get longer. The screams just escape now, into the dry air and autumn seems far away. Dreams, were they? Where in a land, it rained without a reason? Without a question?

I miss my coffee, books along with it. I miss the cocoon which I’d around me which made me feel safe. I miss the comfort of a knitted quilt and the white noise of the loud blaring TV even when none was giving it an ear. One can just talk to it endlessly. I miss the window from where I saw the world, outside, the rains, the storms, the hills and its natives.

I miss the warm hugs, the concerned scolds, the tantrums I threw, the look that I got for missing food, I miss the nights when I slept and slept without a worry.

I miss-Me. I miss-Life… I miss life in me or maybe I miss me in life…

in the wilderness…

knocking on heaven's door

The mustard’s and greens of the fields are sparkling under crystal dewdrops while the sky remains overshadowed with grey. The blue isn’t to be found anywhere but only if you cross the meadow turning in like a wave in the sea and reach the cascade, where life sprawls and plays in all forms. It’s a jungle in its own, a small jungle…

You hear the old man whistling every now and then. His farm is a warm place on the other side. The forest vibrates with his tunes. His wife is long gone but he has a blue-eyed son and a daughter whose cheeks are as red as the apples in his orchard. His son often comes to fill water at the cascade while she strays off in the forest to collect pines, leaves, and twigs, to weave them together, to wear it in her hair- black as an amavasya night. You won’t find her wearing a flower ever but she would collect them all and give them to him. He doesn’t possess the beauty of his sister but his gaze is as reflective as mirror. Rabbits would often gather around him and he plays with them.

They play in the rains without a worry of spoiling their dresses; they sing to the tit-tat of rain drops while the forest echoes with sounds of their laughter and thunder of clouds. At night, usually he plays flute which even makes a nightingale to stop singing…

The night falls and there is silence as death, in the wilderness…

Delhi Diaries-A room, an accent and etc

By now, I’m very sure that I’ve built all the suspense a good (read better) writer needs in order to be successful. So, cutting the long story short, we shifted back to Bangla Sahib, lived there for two days, continued with our PG hunts and finally got one in Moti Nagar.

Now, this family consisted of a husband, his wife and their son. The room was fine, the loo we had to share, food was good, the metro station was a few minutes away and me and A was happy yappy and all excited to see the office life…

I was interning with GH, an ‘I*dia T*day’ publication and my office was at Jhandewalan-yes, the Videocon towers. Now, that’s not important, inne? But yes, wherever you are in the world, there are things which would make you feel like you are at your home town only. Like the taxi drivers, who would always whistle, smile and giggle, turn the music loud, or honk at you if you pass such a place. Moving on, the building was definitely impressive and as soon as I entered I started spotting news readers and faces which by that time I’d only seen on TV.

Soon I got introduced to the lovely receptionist was given a station to work at, having been introduced to the assistant Ed*t*r.

Now, I can’t really account for the whole month and you’d really not like to know about the work part. But I’d like to let you know that the same floor also housed offices of I*dia T*day’s other publications like Cosmop*litan, Harp*r’s Bazaar etc. And here is what all I remember of it

  • I hated waking up one hour earlier than A. I hated that totally.
  • I loved Saturdays and Sundays-they meant a lot of sleep. A hated me on weekends for I preferred sleeping than roaming.
  • An accent-oh yeah! I wouldn’t have realized that I was speaking like the assistant Ed*t*r, had Rushabh not pointed it to me.
  • The canteen served good food. It was always full of people with made-up faces but I loved sitting there and watching Delhi under the sky.
  • One section of the office was always on fire. Ok. Joking. All I mean is that the girls of that section were very chic and modern. They dressed in latest fads, they walked in high heels, and they looked like they just jumped out of a fashion magazine. So, in short I was Bird watching. And how I loved doing that!
  • There were some nice, handsome guys in the same section. Hmm. I thought one was real cute. One day he walked up straight to me and asked where the assistant Ed*t*r was…And I knew he was a gay. Poor luck!
  • A lady, at a very good position, wore the same clothes to the office for all the 18 days I went there. Gross, no?
  • There wasn’t much work to do… I was real busy only for one week, thus, I would suggest people not to intern with lifestyle magazines.

So, Delhi aka dilli in all was a fun, lively time I had. We stayed the last two days at the savior’s home, his wife is an amazing cook… saw movies like Dev D, Katha, had fun, had prawns, had fun, had chats, had fun and returned back…with loadsa memories…

Yeh dilli he meri jaan…

Words…

Beauty was what she always associated with others. It was a phenomenon for everyone, except her. She had never loved mirrors. Never had she loved taking rounds in a frilled skirt, looking at its flow, imagining the blues, the reds, the whites spinning into one. It was always like that, it had always been like that, no matter what anyone told her.

It was just another hour late at night. They paid attention to each others soft whispers, relaxing in each others arms as he played with her hair, listening to her stories. He held her face in his hands, kissed her eyes and said,

“You’re beautiful…”

For the next few minutes, that was all she could think about.

Was she beautiful?

But knowing him, she could only doubt her own vague ideas. For there were more days to come and go when he would whisper the same thing into her ears and she would believe him. She never understood what exactly beautiful was, but she could feel it all around her. She could like colors except black and white and greys, she could know a blue sky or a sky dotted with jeweled stars, she could know how life could get beautiful from a deserted, rugged journey to a story where there is a prince charming and his beautiful princess, she could find a meaning in the images, the words, the sounds, the colors and what not, a beautiful meaning.

Thus, she never got tired of hearing how he would always begin.

‘You know what?’

‘What?’, she would ask waiting for those words.

And he would tell her…

“You’re beautiful!”

Before sunset…

For all she wanted to do at evenings was to sit in her balcony and watch the sun go down. Nestled in her own arms, she would watch the evenings fly by. The water blue sky would change its color slowly and get darker and darker not by tones but by the hues. The lights would come out but would not be noticeable first. The sun would settle above the hill usually and scrub its yellow across the sky and the whole scene would resemble a blue and yellow blanket. Sometimes orange, at times red too could be found here and there.

The evenings would come with a little breeze, the kind which gets inside your clothes and touches your skin. She would feel it, she would love it. Then the yellow would fade off the horizon and the sun would go down behind the dark blue hills in less than a minute. It would just disappear.

The sky would turn dark blue as well but remarkably, one can always spot the hills. The colors of the two are always close but with a distinction between them, they never intermingle. Then one can spot the stars of the hills. Yeah, lights come out before the stars in the sky but Venus never misses it spot. Soon, the two-hills and the sky are both starry eyed.

She tucks herself and wishes he was there with her, to watch the sun go down…

Young lust

As he rode into the dusty sky, the heat had him dripping sweat. But he wanted to ride on for there was only one thing on his mind-her, whom he hadn’t seen for 12 years. City life had changed him and back then all he wanted to do was keep up with his friends. His newborn desires had given him other sort of wings, so much so that he had left her back. He had smiled when he saw her for the first time and he knew he was in love-his first love. But the reverie of it was broken as soon as he finished his college and moved to the city.

His father had told him that some things are to be prized forever-especially the ‘firsts’. His mother instead of being so protective about him had tried to make sure that he took her along.

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As soon as he parked outside his dusty, green roofed home, his mother came running. He gave her a tight hug and waved at his father, who was sitting at the window, smoking his pipe. But his eyes were searching for something else. He knew where she was and he rushed inside the old barn.

There it was, covered in dust but still a beauty-his bike-his beautiful, old bike!!!