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Miles between us…

She could imagine him leaving. Just three weeks, he had said, as he kissed her tenderly.  At times like this, she could understand what he often termed as relativity. Even stretch of hours would never seem long with him, they would just turn into sand which slips so fast however hard you try to hold it.

She had thought of seeing him off at the airport but had run away the day before. It was now why she understood goodbyes were so painful, the only consolation at such times is the promise of being together again. She didn’t see it in his eyes, it’s a daring thing to do, but she heard it in his voice, she knew it in her heart.

Memories are important, she realized, watching the blue sky filling up with cotton clouds as she heard the song he had dedicated to her. She understood what they meant when they said…

“The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
but it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer…”

(P.S-Can anyone please mail me ‘I wanna grow old with you’ by Westlife or pass the link. I can’t get to download it from anywhere…)

Filling vacant spaces…

Watering deserts…

Breaking walls…

Unlocking doors…

Warming numbness…

being this Joker…

at times the Ball…

m tired of it ‘ol

Before sunset…

For all she wanted to do at evenings was to sit in her balcony and watch the sun go down. Nestled in her own arms, she would watch the evenings fly by. The water blue sky would change its color slowly and get darker and darker not by tones but by the hues. The lights would come out but would not be noticeable first. The sun would settle above the hill usually and scrub its yellow across the sky and the whole scene would resemble a blue and yellow blanket. Sometimes orange, at times red too could be found here and there.

The evenings would come with a little breeze, the kind which gets inside your clothes and touches your skin. She would feel it, she would love it. Then the yellow would fade off the horizon and the sun would go down behind the dark blue hills in less than a minute. It would just disappear.

The sky would turn dark blue as well but remarkably, one can always spot the hills. The colors of the two are always close but with a distinction between them, they never intermingle. Then one can spot the stars of the hills. Yeah, lights come out before the stars in the sky but Venus never misses it spot. Soon, the two-hills and the sky are both starry eyed.

She tucks herself and wishes he was there with her, to watch the sun go down…

When parents get old…

Note: There are things which you don’t have the courage to blurt out unless inspired to. This one is partially inspired by the writing at Banno, Dhano and Teja and partially by a few incidents at home which always had me battling with it.

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It could be anything, to start with-a needle to thread, a tired look, increasing wrinkles or just a statement, but they directly say it on your face-they are getting old.

The fact which it is, personally, I think is very hard to accept. Someone who has taught you how to walk, eat and what not, when you realize your parents are getting old, it’s a bitter feeling. They are like the evergreen umbrella you have, the shield which protects you, the balm that soothes you, the ones which look after you. Personally, I feel cheated whenever I think about mom getting old! There are times when even her simple statements tracing my growth make me think about the same.

When me and her sit, talking about old times over a cuppa or walking by through the lanes, she would happily refer to the fact that how her daughter was this shy girl who preferred sticking to home and how now I am traveling on my own without a fear and so…

And I think, what I should tell her. Should I tell her as well that how in those days she would work without getting tired, how she would take care of all three of us, how she never complained of aches and tiredness and how things have changed now? I dislike the fact that she gets tired so easily as compared to the old, good days.

The fact is the role reversal is hard to accept. And I’m shameless in putting it up here. The love never takes a step back but it is the fact that as you grow young, your parents grow old and then you’ve to tend to them.

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P.S-Mom, I would never want you to read this one. For I know instead of getting worried or sad about the fact that you’re getting old, you would be more concerned that the same hurts me.

Young lust

As he rode into the dusty sky, the heat had him dripping sweat. But he wanted to ride on for there was only one thing on his mind-her, whom he hadn’t seen for 12 years. City life had changed him and back then all he wanted to do was keep up with his friends. His newborn desires had given him other sort of wings, so much so that he had left her back. He had smiled when he saw her for the first time and he knew he was in love-his first love. But the reverie of it was broken as soon as he finished his college and moved to the city.

His father had told him that some things are to be prized forever-especially the ‘firsts’. His mother instead of being so protective about him had tried to make sure that he took her along.

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As soon as he parked outside his dusty, green roofed home, his mother came running. He gave her a tight hug and waved at his father, who was sitting at the window, smoking his pipe. But his eyes were searching for something else. He knew where she was and he rushed inside the old barn.

There it was, covered in dust but still a beauty-his bike-his beautiful, old bike!!!

Battle of the sexes…

When it comes to a woman, she would leave everything including dinner for her man…

While a man would happily prefer dinner over her anytime.

Maybe, they are just a li’l too rational. Maybe we are just a li’l too emotional!

Poems, prose and promises


My words would make a memory of you. Draw your sketch without making it visible to any other eye. Speak of your kisses and love, the touch etched in my memory and the thoughts yet to come.

I’ll spin a story about you, about me, about us, a story of how we fell in love, a story about how I feel when you leave and the thread would be strong, thick enough to hold them and pray for us, and all that unintentionally. I would mark your shadows here and there and your image would form and dissolve in my thoughts, people would ask me but I’d rather not speak a word…

You would read and laugh, call me the love of your life, sigh at times, smirk at others, play the devil you are and love me more and more for times to come. And the sinner would tell the sage with words that are worthless by now.

“I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you.”

P.S- Write…please!

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wish you were here…

His fingers clasped into each other. He shook his head slightly. His face was a canvas of a distorted painting, where all the colors have got mixed into one another…just like his emotions. Weary, he looked at her…

He had tried rehearsing the lines at home, but he knew they would be difficult, especially in front of her, while she was watching him, close and attentive. For the same reasons, he had chose this place, the place where they’d never come before.
He had thought the loud music would help his voice shun emotions and the sound would be lost in noise. He saw her bare arms, her face, the face which he thought would always belong to him, whose contours he knew all by heart, she looked lovely as usual.

He smirked at fate, something which till the very hour he thought didn’t exist. A song played and his fingers shook out of hold.

“I have to marry you against your wishes… and there is no other choice. Please trust me…”

Pink Floyd started singing “How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year…”

He wished that it was her mother to tell her. She wished her mother was alive.

two strangers


Maybe right things begin at right times…

We met in autumn. There was nothing romantic about it. The summer sun was just fading off the horizon and the winter evening which makes you longing for warmth without making you feel cold had been setting in.

I had just come back after attending lectures and was slowly nibbling the food which I was served with. I had never liked eating alone but by then I was getting used to it, especially at the lunch. I remember, I had wanted to go out but when it was finally decided that we were meeting that evening, I had almost called it off some three times. Nevertheless, I didn’t.

I never had any sort of goose bumps or rats, cats or elephants in my stomach when he told me he has reached. I had struck to my rule of not getting ready for anybody. It was one of my ways to eradicate any chances of any special attachments with any occasion or any person.

When I saw him, I didn’t admire him for his sun-kissed looks even when I prefer dark complexions, neither do I noticed that his short, cropped hair suited him well, I just wished he was taller than me, for I don’t much like walking with guys who are shorter than me.

When I came back I just told myself that we were just two strangers in the same city at the same time.

Things haven’t changed much now. I guess! Only that I dress up for him or at least I give myself a look in the mirror. I feel those butterflies and a little music and I believe that we are two strangers in the right city at the right time.

Did I tell you, autumn is close again…

Story of a lifetime


Romance.Rains.Rides.Roads.Romance.Reminiscence.